I was so excited and nervous about a recent Equine Assisted Learning training. I found it hard to go to sleep the night before, eat much for breakfast, drive the speed limit on the way, and come to complete stops.
Before I left the hotel that morning, my mom said, “Just relax. You will do just fine. Be yourself.”
Well, I was being myself. That was me….nervous.
How I wish I was always relaxed, always calm, always together. But I’m not. I do get nervous, but it’s still me….just nervous me.
FRONT PORCH FRIEND 
You being nervous is so hard for me to see. You always appear so together and prepared. I am nervous about lots of things, as well. Things that I shouldn’t even waste any energy over! I usually find that out “after the fact”. p.s. I going in for my yearly breast exam tomorrow. I’m nervous !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I agree. Way too much of my energy is spent on worry, being nervous. I am constantly having to check myself.
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I also think you always seem calm and together. I would never suspect nervous was just you!
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